Yeah, I know what you mean Darla. Our human nature is selfish, and then when we don't get what we think we should have, we feel sorry for ourselves. I know I do that. And it's not until I go honestly before God and let Him search my heart that I realize how selfish and self-centered I really am! It's a sad realization on my part. Now don't get me wrong... I'm not saying that everything we desire is selfish. That's definitely not true. I'm just saying that sometimes we want things our way and in our time, and sometimes that's not God's way or God's time.